On a mission

I am glad to announce that I have lost 4 pounds in like a week and a half. I know you're thinking 4 pounds, dat ain't shyt but man it's better than gaining. I'm eating the same thing just less portions. I work out every other day and I only drink water. My overall goal is to lose 40 pounds. I'm on my way and happy about it. I'll probably do some salsa dancing today [at home with my workout DVD]. I wanna eventually do some pole dancing. I hear they do lessons in Coconut grove, just don't know the pricing yet. I'm so excited that I've gotten my motivation back. I really thought I wouldn't be able to go without chocolate but so far so good. Oh and this is a pic of how I wanna look [some what. Cuz I hope my ass stay the same size :-)]

DETERMINED TO BE ME AGAIN

I'm feeling pretty good. i went to the gym after work tonight. I have a huge urge to go the kitchen and eat something but i'm not going to. I've had a realization that I need to lose weight. I have even more motivation after what my boyfriends brother said about me. He thought I was a completely different person, said I looked good when he first saw me and now I look FAT :-( ....... So I know I need to lose weight. My boyfriend doesn't mind the way I look but I just feel so Disgusting. I'm so not use to being this big. I'm determined to get back to my regular size and feel like me again........ I know its going to take time and motivation but I'm willing to put in all the time I need

IT'S TIME!

3YRS AGO


2 YRS AGO


10 MONTHS


ME NOW

I CAN'T BELIEVE I ALLOWED MYSELF TO GET THIS BIG. I MISS MY OLD BODY. YEAH MY REAR HAS GOTTEN BIGGER [SMILE] BUT SO HAS MY STOMACH:-( MY THIGHS LOOK GREAT, I JUST WANT TO LOSE THIS DANG STOMACH. TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I BECOME MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO LOSE THE WEIGHT AND LOOK GOOD AGAIN. IT'LL TAKE ABOUT 3 1/2 MONTHS TO GET BACK MY OLD BODY. I WANT TO LOSE 30 POUNDS AND I PROMISE YOU. IT STARTS NOW!

70'S DAY AT ULTA(MY JOB)

CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO WORK. TODAY WE'RE HAVING A 70'S DAY EVENT...... I GOT THE AFRO, MINI DRESS, THE FISHNETS AND THE WHITE BOOTS..... WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN. PEACE, LOVE AND HAIR GREASE LOL

THINKIN BACK

ITS FUNNY I WAS READING MY FIRST BLOG, IT TALKS ABOUT THE TYPE OF MAN I WANT. ITS HILARIOUS BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND IS SUCH THE OPPOSITE (5'8 IN HEIGHT) HE'S NOTHIN LIKE THE MAN I IMAGINED IN MY FIRST BLOG BUT HE KEEPS ME HAPPY AND WITH A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE.

PEEPIN ROUND THE CORNER

MY LIFE IS GOING WELL RIGHT NOW..... WHICH HAS ME PEEPIN ROUND THE CORNER FOR SOMETHING HORRID TO HAPPEN. I HAVE A NEW CAR, CRIB AND MAN..... SO MY MIND IS THINKIN SOMETHIN BAD HAS TO BE NEXT...... YEAH I DO NEED ANOTHER JOB SINCE THAT LASHAWNDRA FIRED ME FROM PRC! . BUT AS I DIGRESS I NEED A 2ND JOB SO I CAN CARRY THE BILLS AND SUPPORT MY HABIT...... WHICH IS SHOPPIN WHAT DA YA'LL WAS THINKING? LOL.... CASH IS THE ONLY THING I'M LACKIN, THINKING......... MAYBE THIS IS THE HORRID INCIDENT AROUND THE CORNER..... DARN NO MORE PEEPIN. I'M SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS! I PRAY I GET ANOTHER JOB BEFORE MAY...... PLEASE PLEASE.....

I'M SO STUCK!

MY LIFE IS SO CRUMMY RIGHT NOW......... SO MANY THOUGHTS THAT I HAVE NO ANSWERS TO. EVERY TIME I TRY TO FIX ONE SITUATION ANOTHER BLOWS UP IN MY FACE. I GUESS ITS TRUE WHAT SHE SAID. I WON'T BE ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING UNTIL I GO BACK TO GOD(NOT AN EXACT QUOTE). I'M WORKIN 2 JOBS BUT ITS STILL NOT ENOUGH..... I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL SO BAD BUT MONEY IS NOT ON MY SIDE. I KNOW I MESSED UP BY DROPPIN OUT. OKAY I'VE LEARNED MY LESSON I CAN'T DO IT WITHOUT YOU. I NEED SCHOOL AND I DEFINITELY NEED YOU. MY MOM IS KICKING ME OUT..... SADLY SHE'S STUCK HAVING SECTION 8(GOVERNMENT HELP) AND I'M MAKING TOO MUCH MONEY TO CONTINUE TO LIVE HERE. I WANT TO MOVE OUT SO BAD BUT I NEED A LIL TIME; LIKE 2 MONTHS AND I'M GONE. FRIENDS SAY I CAN STAY WITH THEM BUT I DON'T WANT TO GET IN ANY ONES WAY. AFRAID I'LL BE ON THE STREET SOON........ :-(