DETERMINED TO BE ME AGAIN

I'm feeling pretty good. i went to the gym after work tonight. I have a huge urge to go the kitchen and eat something but i'm not going to. I've had a realization that I need to lose weight. I have even more motivation after what my boyfriends brother said about me. He thought I was a completely different person, said I looked good when he first saw me and now I look FAT :-( ....... So I know I need to lose weight. My boyfriend doesn't mind the way I look but I just feel so Disgusting. I'm so not use to being this big. I'm determined to get back to my regular size and feel like me again........ I know its going to take time and motivation but I'm willing to put in all the time I need

IT'S TIME!

3YRS AGO


2 YRS AGO


10 MONTHS


ME NOW

I CAN'T BELIEVE I ALLOWED MYSELF TO GET THIS BIG. I MISS MY OLD BODY. YEAH MY REAR HAS GOTTEN BIGGER [SMILE] BUT SO HAS MY STOMACH:-( MY THIGHS LOOK GREAT, I JUST WANT TO LOSE THIS DANG STOMACH. TODAY IS THE DAY THAT I BECOME MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO LOSE THE WEIGHT AND LOOK GOOD AGAIN. IT'LL TAKE ABOUT 3 1/2 MONTHS TO GET BACK MY OLD BODY. I WANT TO LOSE 30 POUNDS AND I PROMISE YOU. IT STARTS NOW!

70'S DAY AT ULTA(MY JOB)

CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO WORK. TODAY WE'RE HAVING A 70'S DAY EVENT...... I GOT THE AFRO, MINI DRESS, THE FISHNETS AND THE WHITE BOOTS..... WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN. PEACE, LOVE AND HAIR GREASE LOL

THINKIN BACK

ITS FUNNY I WAS READING MY FIRST BLOG, IT TALKS ABOUT THE TYPE OF MAN I WANT. ITS HILARIOUS BECAUSE MY BOYFRIEND IS SUCH THE OPPOSITE (5'8 IN HEIGHT) HE'S NOTHIN LIKE THE MAN I IMAGINED IN MY FIRST BLOG BUT HE KEEPS ME HAPPY AND WITH A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE.

PEEPIN ROUND THE CORNER

MY LIFE IS GOING WELL RIGHT NOW..... WHICH HAS ME PEEPIN ROUND THE CORNER FOR SOMETHING HORRID TO HAPPEN. I HAVE A NEW CAR, CRIB AND MAN..... SO MY MIND IS THINKIN SOMETHIN BAD HAS TO BE NEXT...... YEAH I DO NEED ANOTHER JOB SINCE THAT LASHAWNDRA FIRED ME FROM PRC! . BUT AS I DIGRESS I NEED A 2ND JOB SO I CAN CARRY THE BILLS AND SUPPORT MY HABIT...... WHICH IS SHOPPIN WHAT DA YA'LL WAS THINKING? LOL.... CASH IS THE ONLY THING I'M LACKIN, THINKING......... MAYBE THIS IS THE HORRID INCIDENT AROUND THE CORNER..... DARN NO MORE PEEPIN. I'M SMACK IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS! I PRAY I GET ANOTHER JOB BEFORE MAY...... PLEASE PLEASE.....