12 pounds smaller

This is me 12 pounds smaller. I have about 17 more pounds to lose. But so far so good..... Trying to get myself back right... Ya feel Me! lol

Continuing the Mission

During my mission I lost 15 lbs. I was going to the gym every other night, eating less. But about 2 months ago I stopped going to the gym and eating a little more. But today I worked out then went walking. I'm trying to get back on track. I've probably gained 3 pounds during that 2 month break. It's kinda hard working on how I eat. But I'm a have to work harder on that. Well this is me 12 pounds smaller..... I was going to show the new me, but photo bucket is currently down so I'll download a pic later.....

So Low

Still not happy hear
Feeling as if I'm a train with no destination
Low is the word of my life
because at this point that's what I'm feeling
I need a change
So much I want to accomplish
I can see it in the distance
But I just can't touch it
As if I'm on a street with no end
I can see a husband, kids, love, financial freedom
but it's like it'll never happen for me
All I want is happiness
but I guess that's what everyone is searching for,
some kind of happiness right
I look from left to right and I see so many people with everything I want
I try to do everything I can to make my dreams come true
But it just seems so far away
All I can do is continue to pray
and have faith that God will deliver