So Low

Still not happy hear
Feeling as if I'm a train with no destination
Low is the word of my life
because at this point that's what I'm feeling
I need a change
So much I want to accomplish
I can see it in the distance
But I just can't touch it
As if I'm on a street with no end
I can see a husband, kids, love, financial freedom
but it's like it'll never happen for me
All I want is happiness
but I guess that's what everyone is searching for,
some kind of happiness right
I look from left to right and I see so many people with everything I want
I try to do everything I can to make my dreams come true
But it just seems so far away
All I can do is continue to pray
and have faith that God will deliver