Crushed

At times I can't help but feel like it's my fault that I'm sitting here with a broken heart. Maybe I should've said goodbye when u said those words that haunt me everyday. But I guess it's too late to think about that cuz I'm laying here with tears in my eyes looking at our daughter and seeing you and wondering what I can do to get my man back. It's no secret that I still love you and would do anything to have you love me back. Not having your love is making me question myself. Am I not good enough, am I capable of being loved? I always thought it was easy for a man to love someone like me. Someone who's smart,independent,funny, sweet and such a freak. What is it about me that make men not want to stay?